I am having such a hard time with myself today! I said yes to something that I wish I had said no to. I even told myself a long time ago that if I was ever asked to do this I would never say yes. I called my friend Ingvild and complained and I cried a little too, but that's also because it's that time of month so I am more emotional than usual. Anyway, she is such a great friend and told me that it's something I should pray about and see if it makes me feel differently. So, that's what I am going to do:) I really hate that I'm feeling this way. Right now I am going to stop thinking about it, it just gives me a headache. Other than this going on, I am enjoying this beautiful day.

The kids have spring break this whole week, and although we are not going anywhere, we are going to enjoy it:) It's such a happy feeling to see that things are 'waking' up again after a long winter, and to see buds on trees. I went on a little bike ride this morning, it felt great to be out there when the air is still crisp and to feel the muscles working:)

It is also a great feeling knowing that your house is somewhat presentable and not just in the living room, but all the rooms! It's typical though, that no one ever drops by unannounced when my house looks like this, it's only when it looks like a tornado hit that people drop by. Oh well, I am enjoying it anyway:)

I need to look into getting a headstone for Jake's grave. It's something that I am not looking forward to do, but I know it needs to be done. I sure miss that boy. Derick cleaned out our garage a little over a week ago and we got rid of a trike, a bike and a scooter with three wheels. These are things that Jake should have been able to enjoy this spring and summer. Dang it! Life is really hard at times!

There is a new dairy store that has opened here in Midway called Heber Valley Milk. I have never been there, but I want to try it out today so I think I'll head on over there in a little bit. Wonder if there really is a difference that you can tell or if it's just something that people say. If I remember next time I write here, maybe I'll let you know what my opinion about that place is:)