I'm crying again. Wondering if that will ever stop. I'm not really sad right now, just thankful when I read what everyone's comments say. Can't say that I think my life has always been easy, cause it hasn't, but I would gladly go through everything again if Jake didn't have to go through this.
They have decided to wait on cutting back on his meds because of the way he reacts to anything and nothing. Maybe they'll do it tomorrow, maybe not. Other than him getting agitated several times today, there is nothing new going on with him. He is a stubborn little guy, so maybe it's just his way of expressing himself right now. Or, maybe that's just what I like to think.
Derick doesn't want to read or write anything on this blog right now, it's still too hard for him, but I think it's kind of helping me, to write down some thoughts. I apologize if it gets to be too cheesy sometimes, just remember I'm kind of sleep deprived, and certain things might sound better in my head then when I try to express myself.
Hoping and praying for a restful night for Jake.
I am praying for Jake, for you, for your husband. I wish you did not have to go through this. I wish that Jake did not have to go through this.
ReplyDeletePraying in NC for your Jake. God is in the business of miracles. I am praying you experience one in a big way.
ReplyDeleteI am the type of person who tends to "write" my feelings out. I'm glad you are finding some kind of solace through your writings...thank you for allowing all of us to go through this with you in this small way. You are loved and there are so many prayers being sent heavenward on behalf of your entire family because of this blog...Heavenly Father loves Jake and He is in charge! We will all continue to pray and hope for the miracle we all want!
ReplyDelete~Mary
Ragnhild, Not like you would expect this from me...but I was being a big fat baby about going on the Trek. SLeeping outside, no showers for 3 days, stinky teenagers, walking 20 miles...When I look at everything you guys have gone through I feel guilty about being such a baby. This experience has brought many people closer to the Lord. WHat an ugly way to do it..I know. The Lord works in mysterious ways. You have handled this with such poise. WHen this is all over and you feel like having a break down, I would love to have one with you! You are amazing!
ReplyDeleteI was so very sorry to hear about the terrible accident that has befallen your family and your beautiful little boy Jake. My sister and your neighbor Angie tells me that he is a little firecracker and that she has every confidence that he will fight through this and come out on top. She is usually right about these kinds of things. I am a believer! I just wanted you to know that you and your family are ever present in my thoughts and I pray for your little Jake every night. Try to take care of yourself and God Bless!
ReplyDeleteC. Dayley
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Ragnhild, jeg vet ikke hva jeg skal si, men vil bare du skal vite at vi heier på dere her fra andre siden av dammen også. Det er veldig sterkt å lese det du skriver, og jeg kan ikke forestille meg hvordan det må være. Jeg tenker på dere minst tusen ganger om dagen, og skulle ønske vi var nærmere så det var noe vi kunne gjøre for dere. Vi reiser til Stockholm i morgen, og jeg skal legge inn navnene deres.
ReplyDeleteVeldig glad i deg, og ber for dere!
Klem Mina.